celebrity not.

I'm doing this for myself, as a self reminder. Maybe. Maybe not.

DIM. Oh shouldn't it suppose to be DIY for do it yourself. It's okay. I'm not a celebrity.

Well, I can't have others to do this for me since I am not a celebrity.

Hidung tak mancung, pipi tembam. I will never be a celebrity. Oh well, semakin bulat -Omark. A compliment? Celebrity? You know I am not.

Shekha dah kurus banyak dah -Faz. Dang! Dulu gemuk sangat ke? Takpelah bukan celebrity pun.

Sama je aku tengok - Adik. Haha bukan celebrity mek.
And the best of all would be Bonda's - Takpe lah kakak, sihat sudah. :)
Still, not a celebrity. Yes.
Bonda is always be the one truth-but-honest-said. Saaaaayang mak ye. ♥♥♥

Do this, do that. Do ape ni? Let me get this clear. I found some pictures of me on Friendster and Myspace and OMG. Silent. **Haih** Cepatnya masa jalan kan and all this time, I gained and lose a lot that I did not realized, not that much. Fluctuate would be the best world to describe the evolution of me. Evolve lah sangat. Hehe. Eh, check this out and you'll agree with me.

Full of innocence. End of 2005.


When was it? See the date lah.


Summer 2006. With Dila.

McDonald.Late 2007. I think.


With Nadeen. ACTP Halloween Night. Around middle of 2008.

Sisters in green. 2008


Niagara Falls. Fall 2008.


Atlanta. Spring 2009

NYC. Early Summer 2009

Pittsburgh. Summer 2009


**to be continued.

nine reasons why.

Fine. Sekarang sangat homesick and nak balik so bad! Haish. I put the full blame on you Global Exchange. I went to see a clinician at Student Health Center, and she gave me a prescription, dang, my medication cost me $252. Mana nak korek duit bayar. :( The pharmacist called them but they said I wasn't in their coverage. Whatever. Haih. Terus balik rumah tak pergi kelas, anyway dah lambat pun to do so. JPA do semething about it pls.

Okay cakap pasal homesick, terus come out with kenapa saya suka rumah saya?

Here are nine reasons why :

1. Sebab dia best. Undeniably BEST. Define best; undefined.
2. Sebab ada mak and mak ngah. :) And they are best people in my life.
3. Sebab ada air-cond. Omaigod, not wanting to sound like a spoiled brat, but 23°C here in Pittsburgh already gives me headache, skin irritation, sunburn and too much "panassssssnya". Duh!
4. Sebab saya tidur nyenyak on bonda's bed. HAHA. Oh, but I love Mak Ngah's even more.
5. Fridge saya besar. But it never makes me fat. So true. I stayed home while waiting for SPM results and was so so so skinny back then. Rindu being one :(
6. TV. Bukan flat screen. Bukan LED tv. No full set of home theater or what so ever. But when I feel like watching it, naaaah it's there. Always there. Nakkkk tengooook tv OKAY!
7. Kitchen. Orang suka makan suka je masuk dapur aite? hihi :)
8. Friday or Saturday night. The kiddos will come lepak2 there, watch TV, main2 in Adik's room.
9. Whatever the reasons are, saya suka rumah saya jugak.

with Mak Ngah and Bonda; dalam rumah. :)

Nak balik. I know May is coming tapi nak balik! Nak balik. Quoting Omark; manja ketoi! Suka hati lah. :P


Okay continue buat homework; then tidur; esok kerja.

rindu.

**Ini cincai2. Saya agak malas. Danng.

Hello bloggie. I know you miss me. Forgive me that I abandoned you for quit a long. Now I'm back. Okay stop it Shekha! Cakap sorang2, are you okay? HAHAHA. No worries, I didn't create any imaginary friends. I have you, and you and you there. Oh you, and you and you know who you are. You know I miss you more and more. Most importantly I miss Mek Pa, my SUPER BEST ADIK. Ah well, she's the only one I ever had, best or not, she still is. Thank you Allah for my sister.

Mek Pa is a good driver. She is as good as Kimi Raikkonen. So true.

Sun? Moon? Stars?

Mana kamu ye?

A month to go, or less before Spring 10 semester ends. Hoyeaaah. Hoyeaaah.
I'm so cannot wait to get everything (3 finals - DEq, Variable Calc, Astronomy and 1 comm term paper left) done. I'm so look forward to see Tiqah, Fanna, and the rest of friends at Penn state. Dek, tunggu ore deh. Let's rock the State College! And most of all, March has come to an end, hello April, don't fool me! "Walk" faster so I can go home fast!

Done with the craps.

Here is the real updates! Saya sekarang pekerja perpustakaan Hillman 306. I'm so loving my job. Blue collar? What ever! 15 hours per week for $7.25 per hour. Haish now is the time to worry about the TAX. Ala US there are bunches of orang-orang kaya out there, charge them lah instead of me pekerja perpustakaan ja :( Lucky me kerja senang, so I should not complaint. HEHE. Colleagues yang super awesome. Paul yang baik hati even kecoh sikit bila susun buku berterabur. HAHA.

Study. Alhamdulillah. Even I just screwed up my DEq second test. Hancur harapan untuk A. Work harder for A- pun minus lah. *sob*sob. Lain, homework pun selori.

Fall 2010. Alhamdulillah. I get to register for all classes that I want. Haha the best part was I tried to ask my Math 1470 - Partial DEq prof. for a permission number to get into his class, since it's already closed. Dang! I hit a wrong guy,Jonathan Rubin, my classmate who share a same name with the prof. Hampeh. Buat malu je. But I got a reply from both where the prof. said he couldn't let me in since he already have 5 extra students. Sibuk je orang lain. Cari la kelas lain wey. HAHA. Thanks to Jon, for telling me that I can actually get the permission number for the Math Dept. Office. HAHA. Dapat pun. Puas hati. **Evil laugh**.

Rumah. Building 3. Apt. #23.
Toilet bowl buat hal lagiiiiiii! Haih. Luckily the maintenance people acted super fast. Thank you pakcik. Esok kalau buat hal lagi tolong betulkan lagi ye. :)

In a nutshell, byebye. Saya kena study.

think like a mathematician. dannng!

I found this somewhere when I googled for my variable calc homework problems. hihi.

Three people were asked whether it was better to have a wife or a mistress.

Doctor : "A wife, because studies have shown that wives have beneficial effects on your health."
Lawyer: "Definitely a mistress, because a wife will just take all your money in a divorce."
Mathematician: "Both. That way, your wife thinks you're with your mistress, your mistress thinks you're with your wife, and there's more time to do math."

breaking the spring.

Spring came earlier this year. Alhamdulillah. Now I can wear my flat crocs without any socks covered. Bye bye winter coats, bubbles and boots. Officially bye bye Winter! You know I'll miss you. Okay time flies speedily fast. Like seriously, my spring break is almost over. Road trip with the two couples was fun, so far. Errr... excuse the dramas. From Pitt to Chicago, Madison, Ames, St. Louis, UiUC, and next Purdue -I guess tempat paling best of the trip even we stayed less than 24 hours :( Wish I could stay longer! Definitely will go there again someday iA.

Later we stopped at Columbus. And here I am; at Barnes & Noble, Columbus, Ohio. I just can't wait to go back home. Pitt misses me, so am I. Well... to be exact my 10 pages communication term paper is waiting. Dannnng. I know this is crazy. I have less than 2 days to finish it (tolak tidur makan laqha). Mummy tolong sayaaaa. Haha. Pictures will be uploaded at FB, so you just wait.



Till here then. :)

drama is everywhere.

People said they envy me, "Pitt sikit orang best je korang, takde drama". Ohhh that's so not true. TIPU lah. Less characters doesn't mean the drama is shorter or less dramatic. Dannnng. Trust me it is wayyyyy not like what you think. Well, I am what I am, nampak mcm sangat selfish, yes I am. But isn't that better, waaaaaaay better indeed than you, who people thought "ooooh baiknya!".TIPU. Tak baik mana pun. Lagi dasyat ade lah. Heh.

Okay, lemme get this clear, am pissed off. SANGAT. Marahnye saya. Ya Allah, let this anger gone, never let it controls me, dear Lord. Kalau nak back off pun at least ckp la reason or ckp lah awal? Eh dah bagi reason, FINE. Selfish nya reason. Sedihnya, I did not backed off sebab kesian dengan diorg, but in the end no ones kesian me back. Hah PADAN MUKA!

So, learn to say NO earlier even you sounds more like someone selling fishes. Forgive my grammar, I'm just trying to exaggerate things. Dannng. At least, saya tak sakitkan hati orang kan?

Okay dah habis marah. Boleh packing and pergi jalan. Adui help me to pretend like I'm fine. BUT I AM NOT. Sigh*


***The longer I stay here, the louder my heart screams "Let me out of here!"***

homesickness, please go away.

I asked him to bring me back home but he doodled this for me. HAHA. Thanks a bunch Omark.
PS: hang tak kata pun tak boleh upload kat blog kan? hihi

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Okay. It's been a week after I bought the flight ticket. YAY. Am so going back home. No one knows how much I miss home and everyone back there, but I do know how much they miss me. I remember the well my skype conversation with Ecai, Ekha balik bulan 6, adik tunggu la Ekha okay? He replied, wow. Bulan 6? Lambat la adik kena tunggu. Tapi tunggu jelaaaa.

See, even a 6 years old boy knows how to miss someone,how worth it is to be patient, knows there's nothing else he can do other than to wait. So, you should just be patient and wait. The time will come, sooner or later.

PS: I have Astro exam, less than 24 hours from now, but see what am doing now instead of reading the slides. Abi kata sabar, focus. Okay listen to what Abi said. From Abi, note to myself :

Niat kerana Allah swt.
Ikut Al-Quran.
Guna akal untuk fikir and
remember the 3Ps:
priority. perseverance. pray.

Now that you're on the right track, if you don't do anything, you'll run over. Thanks K Anis.